Thank you, pain-The agonist
So, lowly criminal, please tell me, how do you plead?
Now, honorable judges, ladies, gentlemen of the jury,
Please allow me to present my case...
Ha! What case can you possibly present,
To rip a man from his family, faith and friends? Defense?
Listen before you convict, you see, I never did intend to ruin anything!
Intent is a guilty conscience's white flag against pride,
So I find you guilty of the crimes.
I know, although, I don't believe, it's not only my afterlife I bereave.
Appeals will be denied!
The line of duty calls for an enforcement of laws, so you're our property now.
Intelligence has failed you somehow.
Oh, what a shame that you play this game!
Through senses, what can we explain?
Not joy, not guilt, not pain.
Is love the same?
This senseless argument in vain erodes my sense of shame.
Who's to blame?
Thank you, Pain! (for crippling my body)
God bless suffering!
Thank you, Pain! (for freeing my brain)
For preventing me from returning to the source again.
So shall it be!
Now do you see the error of your ways?
Of rats and men you speak, standing up tall but you are weak.
A smiling thief.
We are all murderers, you see, but you let taboo human chemistry bling your needs.
Love is greed!
Logic won't concede.
Think about the statistics you feed.
Think before you plead.
Through senses, what can we explain?
Not joy, not guilt, not pain.
Is love the same?
This rentless argument in vain erodes my sense of shame.
Who's to blame?
Thank you, Pain! (for crippling my body)
God bless suffering!
Thank you, Pain! (for freeing my brain)
For preventing me from returning to the source again.
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替我自己的心情换上一首有别于我平时风格的歌曲。
我爱metal，但我很少会放重金属类型的音乐在我的部落阁，因为我觉得部落阁是应该比较轻松比较温和的。
但我今天的心情真的很差，只好用metal来平衡一下，发泄一下。
彻夜难眠，为什么？我也不知道。
说说为什么我心情很差吧。
其中一个原因是小红来潮。
今天陪Jc去找兼职。。。。。。。。。。。。
我们只是朋友，没办法，以向来都是个有义气的人 xDDDD
不说废话了。
女朋友和朋友的待遇果然有差。
真是他X的....
女朋友的时候，我冷，你就说要拿外套给我，还把冷气关掉。
朋友的时候，我冷，你就说真的那么容易冷吗，还把冷气开大！
女朋友的时候，驾车不要那么快，我会怕，你立刻减慢速度，还说以后怕要告诉你并且还紧握我的手。
朋友的时候，驾车不要那么快，我会怕，你用那种死人眼神看了看我，还很LC的笑了一下，摆明看不起。
真是有够生气地说！
难道就真的分前分后两个人吗？
不要再和我暧昧不清了
你连暧昧的资格都被取消了！！！
你不配！！！
是我太傻，以为你会变！！！
从今以后，
Don't worried. You can't make me down or cried anymore.
Remember You're nothing! Don't think u are important to me!
Let me tell you NO! You're think too much! HAHA!
You're just a loser. You're just a foolish…for me.
YOU just a Passtence!
You're not worth with my tears and heart!
Get away from my world!
You're not suit⋯⋯
。。。。。。。
不要再找我了。
如果真的觉得对不起我，想对我好...就放手吧。
不要不爱了还要霸着不放，我不是你的战利品。
我是public的...哈哈哈（学到宝贝的老公了）
（严肃回来）
不爱我就放手吧，不要阻碍我的幸福。
不要因为不甘心就宁愿选择委屈自己勉强挽留我，霸着我，然后再一次丢下我。
傻瓜，当一次就够了，真的。
那种被人伤害的感觉，我想你也懂。
做人别那么自私，我可以不计前嫌和你做会朋友对你来说应该已经是“拾到”了。
要知道，你并不是那么帅，只是顺眼。
我选择多的是，不需要委屈求全。
没有你，我不会死。
不爱请让路，别耽误我的前程和幸福。
伤害别人，耽误别人，耍人...可是会有报应的。
尤其像你这种，分手时说的那么绝，现在说放不下。
还要玩暧昧，找快餐...
我懂快餐的好，不用负责任嘛...
男人？多多少少懂一点。
不过像你这种...看的多了。
所以大概会应付.......
只是我怕我会心软...为什么？就是因为我还没完全放下你。
也罢，我只是需要时间。
对你这种人应该比绝情更绝情。
当快餐也不当你的，被伤害也不让你，玩暧昧也不和你！
因为你是旧菜！
不要以为只有你会绝情！我绝起来怕你哭！
understand？
good...i know u understand。
Good night =)
