啊~~~~~
玩大玩大了。我闯祸了。
我真不知道那是绯闻还是丑闻=.=
早知道就把这秘密收在心里就好...
干嘛多嘴说出来。
后悔死了...就这样单纯的做朋友下去不就好了吗？
我还奢望些什么？
真搞不懂自己！好啦！秘密被揭开了！这下糟了吧！
我承认我是喜欢他...只不过就是单纯的爱慕啊！有什么好奇怪？
干嘛要一直把这件事挂在嘴边！！！
男孩叫我放胆去追...天啊！我做了17年人都没有倒追过男生...这次也将会不例外！
不可能！人要脸树要皮啊！
况且...被拒绝了朋友都当不成怎么办？
虽然他也说了可以接受...可是...你又不是我...他和你的对话...我也不在场=.=
他，真的是一个非常值得交的朋友。
所以...无论如何，我都不想失去他这个朋友。
他，真的很好。
有抱负，有理想，有上进心...正是我喜欢的类型-成熟。
他，很幽默。
他，很友善。
他，真的很好。
听男孩说了关于他的理想，我觉得就算我真的有机会...我想我会退缩。
因为...我觉得我会是一个包袱。
如果那我和他的理想比，我想我远远都不及他。
和我在一起，只会耽误他的前程。
总觉得...我衬托不起他。
而且...男女朋友也好，朋友也好，我都不想失去他。
我承认，我没有自信，我懦弱...我害怕浪费他的时间。
真的好后悔说了出来=.=
男孩男孩~我没有责怪你的意思，反而也要谢谢你，要不是你我也不会知道这么多关于他的想法。郑重的和你说声“谢谢你=)”
千万不要误会，刚才我在班上情绪起伏这么大是因为霎时间收到这个惊吓的惊喜...所有有点....当时真的好像找个东西盖住自己的头=.=没脸死了。
在班上种种的行为都没有责怪你的意思，希望你不要误会。真的不怪你。
只不过你替我开了个头，希望你会帮我摆平这件事=.=
受到这惊吓之后...一直都不敢和他说话=.=
和男孩说..他不和我说话了=.=（临放学才发现...好像是我一直在躲他）
丢脸死了！！！
唉....生活很不容易才恢复平静，心情好不容易不再起伏不定...
我看...这场风波应该会闹一段时间了=.=
你说...衰不衰....
又有一堆东西要烦了=.=
囧...
Taylor Swift - White Horse
Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around
Maybe I was naive,got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't wanna be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings now I know
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around
And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry
Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm gonna find someone someday
Who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse to catch me now
Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now
(随着时间的流逝和淡化，心情开始慢慢好转起来，不再这么悲了，所以也替我的博客换上了一首新歌。)
(随着时间的流逝和淡化，心情开始慢慢好转起来，不再这么悲了，所以也替我的博客换上了一首新歌。)
